Help me to stay

I have an urge,
Something I don't want to,
But Also something,
That I feel that I need to do.

I've scattered the dust,
I've chosen a new path,
Looking for something clear,
A fitting ending.

New stories will come,
Some will stay,
Others will begone,
Some will fade away.

I need a story,
With a pretty ending,
One that will fit.

This will never be,
People never know,
I will still chase you,
Even if you're gone.

I've chose a new path,
Now looking pretty good,
I cannot stray away,
Will you help me to stay?

©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Buttons

There you are,
Pushing the right buttons,
Will it be enough?
Will I open myself?

I can feel the urge,
How it boils inside,
How the lid slides,
And how I want to yell.

I open up,
Yell to you,
Again and again,
About how wrong you play.

T'is not just a game,
T'is not just to start over,
If you don't do right,
Mario will die again.

©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Licking

I lie by your side,
Feel the warmth,
A heating your body possess.

I feel the coosyness,
I feel your breathing,
I can feel how you move,
Getting closer to me,

I can feel your tounge,
How it hits my fur,
How you lick me clean,
One every now and then.

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I can stand.

I have always wondered,
How this would be,
What would become,
Without you by my side.

I can see clearly now,
How this is,
What has become,
That you're not by my side.

I grew up,
I made me a home,
I made me a personality,
I change my ways.

I learned how to crawl,
I learn how to stand,
I learn how to walk,
Now I can even run.

You're not my pillar,
Not now,
Probably never again,
I can stand now.

What has been,
Is what was,
And will ever be again.

©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Deep under.

Deep under,
What lies there?
What can you see?
Do you really see me?

Deep under,
Lies something reliable,
Can you see that?
Do you really see that in me?

Deep under,
Lies regret,
Can you see that?
See my regret and disbelief?

Deep under,
Lies I,
The one without,
The one with nothing at all.

©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Sinking.

I am sinking,
Down deep below,
Under the vast ocean,
Into the deep sea.

I am locked up,
In a coffin,
With little air supplies,
But hopefully enough.

The day will come,
When a net hauls me in,
And the lid slides open once again.

There you will stand,
Someone new,
Someone brand.

You will take me in,
Hold me forever.

I will stay,
Close together.

In the wide ocean.

Deep under the sea.

©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Halloween

As halloween draws nigh,
And nights gets darker,
The fear rises within,
Ghouls and goblins tries to come in.

Trick or treat?
What's this?
A question for me?
How can this be?

Hide under my bed,
When the fear hits my head,
They hide here aswell.

Trick or treat?
Candy for treat?
Ghouls with candy,
Oh so sweet.

Kids in all ages,
Happiness,
Laughter,
The joy of friendship.

Halloween draws nigh,
It's getting darker still,
I'll hide here in my bed,
Till they run for the hill.


©Rasmus Lönfeldt

Heaven or hell?

Is this heaven?
Is this hell?
Is there such a thing,
As something in between?

I believe there's a heaven,
I believe there's a hell,
I however,
Can't see something in between.

I believe this is hell,
Constant testing us,
To dignify us,
For the almighty heaven.

Tests of love,
Tests of hate,
Tests for forgiveness,
Tests for all 7 sins.

The devil walks,
Somewhere among,
Yet we don't know who,
But I believe.

He has power,
The most power in this hell,
The 7 sins,
Shows him for us.

There will be a day,
When he shows his power,
The power of Evil,
Seduction and pain.

Thus is the day,
The saviour will come,
Take us worthy ones,
To the father above.


©Rasmus Lönfeldt 2010-10-10